This blog is called Inside The Head of Kara Skrapka because I planned to use thisas my therapy. I know some of the things I share on this blog can be considered over sharing but I dont care. Ive been told that somethings shouldnt be said to the public. Well, it is my life and my choice. I feel that if I can put my life out here, allowing you to see that we are all human that I have good days and bad days. Hopefully this will turn into a success story of how I grew from my shortcomings. That I came back stronger so I will continue to share.
I feel terrible. I was so proud of myself cause I showered yesterday. There are days you just know its going to be a bad day. My head is foggy. I feel numb. I cant think. I cant sleep. I woke up at 3 am and havent slept since. I have become frustrated because I cant express how im feeling. I sat on the floor the other day, ukulele in hand, crying because I wanted to put my feelings into words and I couldnt. So I just strummed and cried.
Then there are times I cant even cry. There is an anchor in m chest, the pressure in my head increases. I need to cry, I want to cry but I cant.
Just letting you know. In case I disappear for a bit. Im dealing with stuff.
TTFN💙
It’s hard to say how you feel. But you’re hear, writing about your problems. even if no one reads this, you’re still writing out your problems for the world to see. You’re plenty strong, and you’re still getting stronger right now. So I know success is somewhere in future.
ReplyDeleteWith love, Meraph
AWEEE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️
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