Kurt Cobain's Death..... Part 1. The note

Today's blog post is going to be little different. We are going to discuss a conspiracy theory. Now let it be said me writing about this does not mean I believe this theory. I just think its good to think independently and look deeper than the surface.

To start off this is my very first conspiracy theory: The suicide of Kurt Cobain.
For you uncultured swines Kurt Cobain was in the band Nirvana. On April 5th, 19994 the 27 year old was found dead from a 'suicide' from a shotgun. Kurt's body had heroin in it's system which made sense since he dealt with drug abuse for a while.

Okay this is going deeper than I thought so let me guide you through my thoughts this far along.

I dont even know where to begin.

The sketchiest thing to me is the suicide note. The first part of the note looked like Kurt's handwriting, looked like he was calm and it was basically a letter to his fans saying that he was leaving Nirvana. It wasnt until the very end of the note did it become a stereotypical suicide note.
Now what would a suicide note consist of so that when someone reads it they think they know for 100% certainty "Oh this is a suicide note"?

"Note-leavers sometimes feel a need to say something to someone they’ve left behind, whether a harsh word, an apology, an explanation, or just a to-do list. The form might be a single phrase, several pages, a series of Post-it notes, or even a videotape."

Side note: THE FACT THAT I LOOKED UP "what does a stereotypical suicide note have" IN GOOGLE AND CLICKED IMAGES TO FIND EXAMPLES AND THE FIRST IMAGE IS THIS: 

I AM SHAKING IM SO MAD LIKE!!!!
Look at this

You can clearly see the diffrence in handwriting. Also in the documentary about Kurt Cobain's death, Soaked In Bleach , Time stamp 1:06:35, this is found in Courtney Love's (Kurts wife)

Basically a practice of tracing Kurt Cobain's handwriting. Why would Courtney Love need to trace Kurt's handwriting well I have no idea...

Wait now I freaking remember.


This is all for today. Just a little taste of what is to come. Down below I will leave articles, videos, and picture links in case you want to do research. Fill free to send me an email Kskrapka@gmail.com or comment below if you find anything of interest. I will also leave a printed version of the 'Suicide note' so you can read it.

TTFN💙

Kurt Cobain Article

Kurt Cobain Documentary!! Soaked In Bleach

Suicide note

https://www.google.com/search?q=what+does+a+stereotypical+suicide+note+have&safe=active&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwj9r8mO_PnbAhXpx1kKHf1UC_cQ_AUICigB&biw=1366&bih=613#imgrc=n6fcgtX3PHGroM:

Kurt and Courtney (Another movie)

"To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.

I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!"